~Confused~

I think it wasn't what I thought, 
was it so or was it not?

Perhaps it was just not meant to be,
 did I make it up or did it really happen to me?

I am so confused how can I possibly choose

 I cant decide what I wanted it to be
what it was or was not you see. 

Maybe you can tell me..
whats going on,   please!!!

K. L.